Summer Podfic Swap - Dear Creator letter
Jun. 6th, 2025 02:12 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
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Dear Podficcer
First, thanks so much for making me a gift! I'll love whatever you want to make, but here are a few general guidelines about things I prefer and those I'd rather not receive. Things I like: Competence, snark, partners/buddies/teamwork, plot, drama, and adventures, humor, traditional fandom tropes given a new breath of life or subverted/inverted. I love AUs, crossovers, and worldbuilding, be it an alien world, or fantasy, or the past or far future.
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Dear Podficcer
First, thanks so much for making me a gift! I'll love whatever you want to make, but here are a few general guidelines about things I prefer and those I'd rather not receive. Things I like: Competence, snark, partners/buddies/teamwork, plot, drama, and adventures, humor, traditional fandom tropes given a new breath of life or subverted/inverted. I love AUs, crossovers, and worldbuilding, be it an alien world, or fantasy, or the past or far future.
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Podficcing, and stuff
Jun. 6th, 2025 01:47 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I'm doing a longer podfic, about 22,000 words, and have happened on a new technique, partly because my new system of using my iPhone necessitates recording and editing at about the same time because recording sessions separated in time can sound quite different. Also, my voice can't cope with marathon recording sessions - about 2000 words at one time is best. So my new system is to record that much, which takes less than an hour. Then that same day I edit that segment, re-recording any flubbed words if needed. It's manageable and gives me a nice sense of achievement to have a definite chunk completed each day. The best way is to divide the chunks at a section break in the fic, which is luckily possible with this story. It covers slight changes in how my voice sounds on consecutive days.
Overall, it's a far better process than my old way when I used to record in long sessions, tiring my voice, and then I'd be faced with days or weeks of editing, which can get tedious.
A minor annoyance in the last few days has been red, itchy eyes, weeping like crazy. I wouldn't have thought there were pollens about now, in early winter, unless it's my Mexican sunflower which continues in full flower, full of buzzing bees. Not an infection, not painful - pretty sure it's some sort of allergy. Luckily it's a lot better now, thanks to camomile teabags. You make tea (pure camomile teabag, no sugar - mine are Nerada organic brand) then remove the bag to a saucer and let it cool. It's soothing as evaporation makes it cooler than room temp, and camomile also treats the eye inflammation. I put one side of the bag on each eye, in sequence, leaving it on a few minutes when the irritation is bad. It's almost cleared up now.
Made my orange almond mini-muffins, and have eaten too many. I'm telling myself all the fibre's good for me!
Overall, it's a far better process than my old way when I used to record in long sessions, tiring my voice, and then I'd be faced with days or weeks of editing, which can get tedious.
A minor annoyance in the last few days has been red, itchy eyes, weeping like crazy. I wouldn't have thought there were pollens about now, in early winter, unless it's my Mexican sunflower which continues in full flower, full of buzzing bees. Not an infection, not painful - pretty sure it's some sort of allergy. Luckily it's a lot better now, thanks to camomile teabags. You make tea (pure camomile teabag, no sugar - mine are Nerada organic brand) then remove the bag to a saucer and let it cool. It's soothing as evaporation makes it cooler than room temp, and camomile also treats the eye inflammation. I put one side of the bag on each eye, in sequence, leaving it on a few minutes when the irritation is bad. It's almost cleared up now.
Made my orange almond mini-muffins, and have eaten too many. I'm telling myself all the fibre's good for me!
12 Novels #5: Butter by Asako Yuzuki
Jun. 3rd, 2025 11:07 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Butter by Asako Yuzuki was a book that I had requested from a long libby queue a long time ago, forgot about, and then suddenly I had to read it right away before it disappeared, so it became my book for May. Anyway, I'm going to be square about it -- I was disappointed.
And I think what disappointed me so much is that about the first two thirds of the book were so, so promising, with a slow build about danger and desire for it to just... poof into smoke. I really feel like to get into my problems with this book will require spoiler tags, so here we go.
For a book with so many meditations on desire, particularly female desire, and clear themes of intimacy between two female characters who are very dissatisfied with their male lovers, the gender non-conformity of the main character, and the taboo of it all, it never... went there. And it's not even that it never went there, it read like there was some kind of invisible barrier preventing it from going there, like some kind of Hayes-like code that prevented it from happening. Once it got too close to happening the novel retracted itself into a nice, neat little story with a neat little lesson about wants without transgressing that awful line of... gasp, lesbian desire!
I admittedly didn't read too much about this book before I started and as a digital copy I did not have the blurb easily accessible so I couldn't immediately tell if it was being billed as a 'queer' or 'lesbian' book. I know that after a certain point in the US, books portraying major characters as gay and normal rather than something inherently... transgressive, I guess? became mainstreamed and I was not sure if this shift over ever happened in Japan so I was wondering if maybe I was seeing something like a book that was pre-this-shift. However, that was not what happened. The story saw what could have been and then went, absolutely not, nothing to see here.
It felt like a perfect distillation of what I was talking about to
yvannairie a while ago, how straight, canonical couples have no chemistry at all, while implied gay couples have so much because they're not built completely on societal expectations of what a couple should be. Hell, there was even more chemistry between the main character and her older male tip source than her boyfriend, who thank God she at least broke up with, but that none of the chemistry that the main character actually had was ever explored is so bonkers considering the themes in the book. And it's so weird because it's not like there's no sex happening. It's like sex is allowed, as long as it's not actually sexy at all. Ugh.
Anyway. I don't know how much of this was stuff lost in translation, considering the book was originally published in Japanese. But I don't think I could recommend this book, especially to the type of people I know.
And I think what disappointed me so much is that about the first two thirds of the book were so, so promising, with a slow build about danger and desire for it to just... poof into smoke. I really feel like to get into my problems with this book will require spoiler tags, so here we go.
For a book with so many meditations on desire, particularly female desire, and clear themes of intimacy between two female characters who are very dissatisfied with their male lovers, the gender non-conformity of the main character, and the taboo of it all, it never... went there. And it's not even that it never went there, it read like there was some kind of invisible barrier preventing it from going there, like some kind of Hayes-like code that prevented it from happening. Once it got too close to happening the novel retracted itself into a nice, neat little story with a neat little lesson about wants without transgressing that awful line of... gasp, lesbian desire!
I admittedly didn't read too much about this book before I started and as a digital copy I did not have the blurb easily accessible so I couldn't immediately tell if it was being billed as a 'queer' or 'lesbian' book. I know that after a certain point in the US, books portraying major characters as gay and normal rather than something inherently... transgressive, I guess? became mainstreamed and I was not sure if this shift over ever happened in Japan so I was wondering if maybe I was seeing something like a book that was pre-this-shift. However, that was not what happened. The story saw what could have been and then went, absolutely not, nothing to see here.
It felt like a perfect distillation of what I was talking about to
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Anyway. I don't know how much of this was stuff lost in translation, considering the book was originally published in Japanese. But I don't think I could recommend this book, especially to the type of people I know.
Links etc
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Violet Affleck's essay in Yale Global Health Review links COVID denialism to climate denialism: https://yaleglobalhealthreview.com/2025/05/18/a-chronically-ill-earth-covid-organizing-as-a-model-climate-response-in-los-angeles/
https://www.reuters.com/sustainability/boards-policy-regulation/gileads-trodelvy-with-keytruda-cuts-breast-cancer-risk-by-35-trial-2025-05-31/ “Gilead's Trodelvy, with Keytruda, cuts breast cancer risk by 35% in trial” Admittedly it is only for a specific subset of triple-negative breast cancers, but those are an aggressive and fast-moving set of cancers. So yay! Good news!
https://www.audhdflourishing.com/podcast/episode/4217e513/101-time-cannot-be-wasted - Y’all, Mattia Mauree cannot keep doing this to me - they walk into my house and then they say something that hits me where I live. I feel like I’ve been very gently murdered. It’s good for me to look at ways my life aligns with other people’s, but for serious y’all, sometimes I just cannot with all this personal growth. Anyway it’s a good podcast but if you were a parentified kid, maybe go in prepared for some light emotional manslaughter.
https://bigthink.com/smart-skills/how-curiosity-rewires-your-brain-for-change/ How Curiosity Rewires Your Brain for Change, in BigThink magazine.
The other day I got cat pics, and the fur babies are doing well. Then that reminded me to send him stuff, so today I sent Ghost some old pics of him and his friends. He’s doing okay, too, I think? I’m like 60% sure he’s no more miserable now than he was when I decided to get the divorce, anyway.
https://www.reuters.com/sustainability/boards-policy-regulation/gileads-trodelvy-with-keytruda-cuts-breast-cancer-risk-by-35-trial-2025-05-31/ “Gilead's Trodelvy, with Keytruda, cuts breast cancer risk by 35% in trial” Admittedly it is only for a specific subset of triple-negative breast cancers, but those are an aggressive and fast-moving set of cancers. So yay! Good news!
https://www.audhdflourishing.com/podcast/episode/4217e513/101-time-cannot-be-wasted - Y’all, Mattia Mauree cannot keep doing this to me - they walk into my house and then they say something that hits me where I live. I feel like I’ve been very gently murdered. It’s good for me to look at ways my life aligns with other people’s, but for serious y’all, sometimes I just cannot with all this personal growth. Anyway it’s a good podcast but if you were a parentified kid, maybe go in prepared for some light emotional manslaughter.
https://bigthink.com/smart-skills/how-curiosity-rewires-your-brain-for-change/ How Curiosity Rewires Your Brain for Change, in BigThink magazine.
The other day I got cat pics, and the fur babies are doing well. Then that reminded me to send him stuff, so today I sent Ghost some old pics of him and his friends. He’s doing okay, too, I think? I’m like 60% sure he’s no more miserable now than he was when I decided to get the divorce, anyway.
Mission 116 Update for May 2025 (Month 13)
Jun. 1st, 2025 01:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
How is it June already? At one year in, it looks like 1/3 of the goals on the list have either been met or adjusted as no longer pertinent.
Big BIG activity month for the goals list, because the renovation started in May. It was delayed a couple of weeks but much progress has been made in very short order. I spent a massive amount of time and effort on decluttering possessions as well.
5. Read Vorkosigan series
Completed three more books in the series and have now exhausted my physical books. The local library only has audiobooks – which, tbh, put me to sleep almost instantly. I think more reading in this series will have to wait until I locate physical books.
17. Figure out financing for porch subsidence issue
Not exactly creative, but basically doing a quicker, less thorough fix (i.e., not demolishing the existing porch and replacing it) that still ought to make the porch more stable and less prone to water incursion. This will probably end up on a credit card after all, which I was hoping to avoid – but needs must.
28. Weight monitoring
Up another 4.8 pounds. I have completely gained back everything I lost in the last year and am now less than one pound off my May 1 starting weight. My only comfort is that I remain under 200 pounds. I am such a stress eater and between personal and political misery, all I do is snack and nibble.
29. BMI monitoring
Back up at 31.
Completed a cluster of reno projects, as follows:
49, 51, 52. Smallest bedroom – Painted ceiling, walls & trim, replaced the outlets,
switchplates and ceiling fan
54, 55, 56, 57, 58. Primary bedroom - Finished stripping wallpaper and repaired walls, painted the ceiling, walls and trim including interior of closet; replaced the outlets, switchplates and ceiling fan
59. Refloored the primary and smallest bedrooms to correct the existing problems and flaws
60, 61, 62, 63, 65, 66, 68. Did some major repairs on the walls in the middle room (destructive teen damage years), primed and painted the entire room – walls, trim, ceiling. Also replaced the subflooring, installed new flooring, replaced the outlets, switchplates and ceiling fan
72. The popcorn ceilings in the upstairs were removed
They used some kind of chemical that softened the ceiling enough that they could pull it down. They are currently patching and sanding the ceiling before painting.
92. Curate book collection
Much progress in May. Most of my books are stored upstairs and I cleaned out the upstairs in its entirety to prepare for the renovation. So I went through all my books, reserved maybe 50 favorites and rehomed everything else. The local library benefited hugely from this cleanout. I am thinking, though, to do one more pass on the books to see if there are any more I can declutter without too much pain.
93. Curate zine collection
I may have counted this as completed in April, but really it was done the first week of May. Overall I rehomed around 200 fanzines and kept only about a dozen favorite beloved Star Wars zines and two MFU zines
Deleted several goals as being unnecessary due to selling/moving. I figured I didn’t need to go the extra mile with some things. If I were staying on in this house, I would definitely do them.
48. Install pullout shelves in kitchen cabinet
50, 64. Install crown moulding in the middle and smallest bedrooms.
102. Schedule advance tasks like survey, appraisal, etc.
I belatedly realized these will be part of the closing process so I do not need to do them separately.
Big BIG activity month for the goals list, because the renovation started in May. It was delayed a couple of weeks but much progress has been made in very short order. I spent a massive amount of time and effort on decluttering possessions as well.
5. Read Vorkosigan series
Completed three more books in the series and have now exhausted my physical books. The local library only has audiobooks – which, tbh, put me to sleep almost instantly. I think more reading in this series will have to wait until I locate physical books.
17. Figure out financing for porch subsidence issue
Not exactly creative, but basically doing a quicker, less thorough fix (i.e., not demolishing the existing porch and replacing it) that still ought to make the porch more stable and less prone to water incursion. This will probably end up on a credit card after all, which I was hoping to avoid – but needs must.
28. Weight monitoring
Up another 4.8 pounds. I have completely gained back everything I lost in the last year and am now less than one pound off my May 1 starting weight. My only comfort is that I remain under 200 pounds. I am such a stress eater and between personal and political misery, all I do is snack and nibble.
29. BMI monitoring
Back up at 31.
Completed a cluster of reno projects, as follows:
49, 51, 52. Smallest bedroom – Painted ceiling, walls & trim, replaced the outlets,
switchplates and ceiling fan
54, 55, 56, 57, 58. Primary bedroom - Finished stripping wallpaper and repaired walls, painted the ceiling, walls and trim including interior of closet; replaced the outlets, switchplates and ceiling fan
59. Refloored the primary and smallest bedrooms to correct the existing problems and flaws
60, 61, 62, 63, 65, 66, 68. Did some major repairs on the walls in the middle room (destructive teen damage years), primed and painted the entire room – walls, trim, ceiling. Also replaced the subflooring, installed new flooring, replaced the outlets, switchplates and ceiling fan
72. The popcorn ceilings in the upstairs were removed
They used some kind of chemical that softened the ceiling enough that they could pull it down. They are currently patching and sanding the ceiling before painting.
92. Curate book collection
Much progress in May. Most of my books are stored upstairs and I cleaned out the upstairs in its entirety to prepare for the renovation. So I went through all my books, reserved maybe 50 favorites and rehomed everything else. The local library benefited hugely from this cleanout. I am thinking, though, to do one more pass on the books to see if there are any more I can declutter without too much pain.
93. Curate zine collection
I may have counted this as completed in April, but really it was done the first week of May. Overall I rehomed around 200 fanzines and kept only about a dozen favorite beloved Star Wars zines and two MFU zines
Deleted several goals as being unnecessary due to selling/moving. I figured I didn’t need to go the extra mile with some things. If I were staying on in this house, I would definitely do them.
48. Install pullout shelves in kitchen cabinet
50, 64. Install crown moulding in the middle and smallest bedrooms.
102. Schedule advance tasks like survey, appraisal, etc.
I belatedly realized these will be part of the closing process so I do not need to do them separately.
Update, and today I learned...
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It's double Sunday here in NZ - Monday's a public holiday, King's Birthday. Agh, that sounds so wrong - it's been Queen's Birthday all my life and I can't get used to the change. Elizabeth I is a hero of mine and even though Elizabeth II was nothing like her, at least she had the name. Anyway, another day to do Sunday things before I have to put out the garbage and tidy my flat so Fionna, who helps me beat it into shape once a week, can see the floor to do vacuuming and get at the kitchen sink without it being full of dishes.
Recently I learned how to warn for Major Character Death. AO3 have been doing a series of explanatory posts, and this time it was on ratings and warnings. I thought I knew what MCD meant although it's a trope I hardly ever write or otherwise depict, but I hadn't thought through what "major" means. I'd assumed it meant a protagonist or leading character from canon and fandom - one of the regulars, like Rodney, John, Teyla or Ronon from SGA, Fraser and the Rays from due South. But no, it means the prominence of the character in my transformative work. So if I write a fic focussing on Chuck the Gate Room technician and I kill him off at the end (he is rather in the front line, that close to the Stargate) then I need to warn for MCD because although he didn't even get a last name in canon, in my fic he was the protagonist. If I get you invested in a character, no matter how insignificant they are in canon, I need to warn you (or use CNTW) if I end up killing them. Makes sense; I just never thought it through before. Same goes for any original characters I invent.
Over at Drawesome we've finished the Mermay challenge and the theme for June is Pride! I hope people still mobilise to support each other in the US, while the corporates abandon their empty, performative support (fuck you, google, home depot, and the rest).

Recently I learned how to warn for Major Character Death. AO3 have been doing a series of explanatory posts, and this time it was on ratings and warnings. I thought I knew what MCD meant although it's a trope I hardly ever write or otherwise depict, but I hadn't thought through what "major" means. I'd assumed it meant a protagonist or leading character from canon and fandom - one of the regulars, like Rodney, John, Teyla or Ronon from SGA, Fraser and the Rays from due South. But no, it means the prominence of the character in my transformative work. So if I write a fic focussing on Chuck the Gate Room technician and I kill him off at the end (he is rather in the front line, that close to the Stargate) then I need to warn for MCD because although he didn't even get a last name in canon, in my fic he was the protagonist. If I get you invested in a character, no matter how insignificant they are in canon, I need to warn you (or use CNTW) if I end up killing them. Makes sense; I just never thought it through before. Same goes for any original characters I invent.
Over at Drawesome we've finished the Mermay challenge and the theme for June is Pride! I hope people still mobilise to support each other in the US, while the corporates abandon their empty, performative support (fuck you, google, home depot, and the rest).

Catching Up
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I've just finished novel #5 tonight so I am, for at least the next few days, officially 'caught up' on my 12 novels this year pace. And it feels like while I was frantically trying to finish the book I had before it got automatically returned to the library (it was an overdrive ebook) I've been neglecting some of the other reading I wanted to do. I ordered some zines out of nostalgia for magazines and when they arrived I barely read them, and then last weekend I found a new bookstore and found even more zines and otherwise and probably spent too much and also haven't had time to read them. And also, I've been sitting on this pile of fanfiction that I keep saving to my ereader and rarely touching, because I like to hoard and not actually read. And this isn't even counting the small pile of non-fiction that I haven't really touched much because I've been focusing on the novels project and...
Well, you know.
I'm going to be on vacation at a cabin soon. I guess I will probably have not much else to do but read on a beach there.
Well, you know.
I'm going to be on vacation at a cabin soon. I guess I will probably have not much else to do but read on a beach there.
Update and recs
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We've had a spell of wet autumn weather, but still a few nice sunny days. Auckland's reservoirs are 71% full - an improvement. My Mexican sunflower is in full flowering, probably at its height now. Here's the latest pic. It'll go on being glorious for a few more weeks before I cut it back.

Signalboosting:
squidgiepdx has started a DW comm for posting about what people can do to take action, resist and protest in the US, as there's nothing quite like that yet, on DW. It's called
communityactionusa.
If you like fibre arts, you might enjoy a 30 minute vid on Netflix called Quilters. It's about life-sentenced men in a Missouri max. security prison who make quilts for local foster kids as part of a rehab programme. They have to be stable and non-violent to join (although all have violent pasts, long ago). Most of them had reached a measure of peace and wisdom after decades inside, and their love for the craftwork was evident. One guy unfortunately blew it and lost access to the programme as he was so obsessed with quilting he took cutting tools and fabric squares back to his cell to keep working, and was caught. You could see him gradually losing it, his sewing getting more erratic and mistakes creeping in, and I did wonder if he was on drugs. But overall it was a heartwarming documentary, and the quilts were beautiful.
Book rec: The Incandescent by Emily Tesh. I devoured this, staying up stupidly late to finish it. It's mostly set in a school for magicians in modern day England, but that's where any similarities to HP end. For one, it's from the POV of a senior teacher and I think anyone who's been a teacher, especially of teenagers, will love it. I grew up with parents involved in teaching of different sorts and that put me off teaching as a career, but this book made the skills and vocation of teaching viscerally real, even tempting. The magic system worldbuilding was excellent, more like mathematics and academically complex, all powered by interactions with demons that weren't religious, just predatory manifestations of wild magic. The school itself was also brilliantly realised, its roots mediaeval and Tudor, but with modern sixties concrete dorms and offices, the whole protected by thaumaturgical engines that sounded like a combination of ancient steam boilers and valve radios, a nightmare to maintain but impossible to replace without closing the school down. It's a private school, so most of the characters were to some degree priviledged, but they took children on scholarships, and a handful of "sorcerers" - kids who manifested innate magic very early, sometimes killing their families accidentally, were fostered within the school. There was good female and diversity rep, the protagonist was bi, and the issue of private schools and priviledge was addressed and explored. CW for some fighting, violence, and an amputation, and a few people are possessed by demons. Gorgeous writing.
Audiobook rec: The Tomb of Dragons by Katherine Addison. The third book about Thara Celehar, Witness for the Dead, with some lovely sections revisiting emperor Maia. The reader was Liam Gerrard who is fantastic and manages Thara's slightly hoarse, ruined voice well. I slways read these books as audiobooks as in print I get hung up on the long, complex names, whereas in audiobook, Liam is incredibly fluent with the names and titles, and it flows. As usual with this series I loved the book, which starts with Thara bereft of his ability to speak with the dead, so while still a prelate, unable to be a Witness. That doesn't stop him investigating various issues, the main one being the fate of ancient cavern-dwelling dragons in the mountains, but also a dysfunctional city cemetary whose past administrator filled rooms with paperwork without actioning anything, where Thara kind of does a Marie Kondo. The heart of the book is about Thara as a Witness, and his sense of self and purpose when that fails. There's also some nice exploration of his platonic but intense friendship with the director of the Vermilion Opera, and a new relationship with a handsome orange-eyed captain of the guard. No real CWs although the nature of his calling means some description of dead bodies, and there's some mostly off-screen violence. Entertaining and satisfying.
TV series: there are some I'm watching avidly but won't review till they're done - Mobland, and Murderbot. Also The Last of Us, but that one I watch kind of masochistically, tensed for the latest horror! Anyway, I've discovered The Rookie featuring Nathan Fillion of Firefly fame (Netflix). It's not new, from 2018, not really grimdark but is of course copaganda. But then a lot of programmes I like are, and I love the West Wing as fantasy wish-fulfillment - this is similar. The show does have some bad apple cops, incompetent detectives, and shows the ruthlessness of the system even though the core cast are good guys. But it has good diversity and female rep although it's persistently het so far. I realise gay cops are likely closeted but they could have shown that, and some gay and trans rep in storylines would be better. (ETA: I've learned there *is* a closeted gay charcter but I'm not at the reveal part yet. But still, only one. :/) Anyway, it's entertaining and I'm watching an ep a day. CW for cop-programme-typical levels of violence, opiate addiction, and some killings.
amberdreams reccd Ludwig which I loved to bits, burning through season 1 in no time. UK murder mystery/cop show starting David Mitchell (brilliant) as a puzzle making and solving genius, very much on the spectrum, investigating his identical twin brother's disappearance by impersonating him as a detective inspector. The structure is comfortingly formulaic (a murder per episode with a Christie-like denoument at the end) and the plot arc about the search for his brother is well-written and ties it all together. Clever, funny, and gripping. CW for cop-programme-typical levels of violence, and some killings, but a bit less than in The Rookie. Mild discomfort esp. initially from his social anxiety, but his humour, competence and obsessive focus work to overcome that.
OK, enough from me. Hugs to you all! How's spring going?

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If you like fibre arts, you might enjoy a 30 minute vid on Netflix called Quilters. It's about life-sentenced men in a Missouri max. security prison who make quilts for local foster kids as part of a rehab programme. They have to be stable and non-violent to join (although all have violent pasts, long ago). Most of them had reached a measure of peace and wisdom after decades inside, and their love for the craftwork was evident. One guy unfortunately blew it and lost access to the programme as he was so obsessed with quilting he took cutting tools and fabric squares back to his cell to keep working, and was caught. You could see him gradually losing it, his sewing getting more erratic and mistakes creeping in, and I did wonder if he was on drugs. But overall it was a heartwarming documentary, and the quilts were beautiful.
Book rec: The Incandescent by Emily Tesh. I devoured this, staying up stupidly late to finish it. It's mostly set in a school for magicians in modern day England, but that's where any similarities to HP end. For one, it's from the POV of a senior teacher and I think anyone who's been a teacher, especially of teenagers, will love it. I grew up with parents involved in teaching of different sorts and that put me off teaching as a career, but this book made the skills and vocation of teaching viscerally real, even tempting. The magic system worldbuilding was excellent, more like mathematics and academically complex, all powered by interactions with demons that weren't religious, just predatory manifestations of wild magic. The school itself was also brilliantly realised, its roots mediaeval and Tudor, but with modern sixties concrete dorms and offices, the whole protected by thaumaturgical engines that sounded like a combination of ancient steam boilers and valve radios, a nightmare to maintain but impossible to replace without closing the school down. It's a private school, so most of the characters were to some degree priviledged, but they took children on scholarships, and a handful of "sorcerers" - kids who manifested innate magic very early, sometimes killing their families accidentally, were fostered within the school. There was good female and diversity rep, the protagonist was bi, and the issue of private schools and priviledge was addressed and explored. CW for some fighting, violence, and an amputation, and a few people are possessed by demons. Gorgeous writing.
Audiobook rec: The Tomb of Dragons by Katherine Addison. The third book about Thara Celehar, Witness for the Dead, with some lovely sections revisiting emperor Maia. The reader was Liam Gerrard who is fantastic and manages Thara's slightly hoarse, ruined voice well. I slways read these books as audiobooks as in print I get hung up on the long, complex names, whereas in audiobook, Liam is incredibly fluent with the names and titles, and it flows. As usual with this series I loved the book, which starts with Thara bereft of his ability to speak with the dead, so while still a prelate, unable to be a Witness. That doesn't stop him investigating various issues, the main one being the fate of ancient cavern-dwelling dragons in the mountains, but also a dysfunctional city cemetary whose past administrator filled rooms with paperwork without actioning anything, where Thara kind of does a Marie Kondo. The heart of the book is about Thara as a Witness, and his sense of self and purpose when that fails. There's also some nice exploration of his platonic but intense friendship with the director of the Vermilion Opera, and a new relationship with a handsome orange-eyed captain of the guard. No real CWs although the nature of his calling means some description of dead bodies, and there's some mostly off-screen violence. Entertaining and satisfying.
TV series: there are some I'm watching avidly but won't review till they're done - Mobland, and Murderbot. Also The Last of Us, but that one I watch kind of masochistically, tensed for the latest horror! Anyway, I've discovered The Rookie featuring Nathan Fillion of Firefly fame (Netflix). It's not new, from 2018, not really grimdark but is of course copaganda. But then a lot of programmes I like are, and I love the West Wing as fantasy wish-fulfillment - this is similar. The show does have some bad apple cops, incompetent detectives, and shows the ruthlessness of the system even though the core cast are good guys. But it has good diversity and female rep although it's persistently het so far. I realise gay cops are likely closeted but they could have shown that, and some gay and trans rep in storylines would be better. (ETA: I've learned there *is* a closeted gay charcter but I'm not at the reveal part yet. But still, only one. :/) Anyway, it's entertaining and I'm watching an ep a day. CW for cop-programme-typical levels of violence, opiate addiction, and some killings.
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OK, enough from me. Hugs to you all! How's spring going?
I Sing The Body Electric; Especially When My Power Is Out
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https://ohandreagibson.tumblr.com/ising:
This is my body
I have weather veins
They’re especially sensitive to dust storms and hurricanes
When I’m nervous my teeth chatter like a wheelbarrow collecting rain
I am rusty when I talk- it is the storm in me
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This is my body
I have weather veins
They’re especially sensitive to dust storms and hurricanes
When I’m nervous my teeth chatter like a wheelbarrow collecting rain
I am rusty when I talk- it is the storm in me
( Read more... )